the immortal words of cindy walker

it isn't a surprise that cindy sometimes acts as my conscience. she's been telling me what to do for years. subconsciously, or otherwise. yet always in her own unique way...

"hey cin,
i'm really stressed out and tired. wish i had time to unwind. cancelled the phone today. just cell from now on. gotta clean the fuck out of my apt for the show tomorrow and hang a bunch of art. buy some food/drink for it. probably get shitfaced tomorrow nite even though i dont want to. just a way to cope w/ things sometimes. by the way, i was really glad to get to see you again. hope all is clearing up as far as life and boys. though its probably not yet.

i want to leave now... tired of waiting.

jamie"
-email sent to cindy 8/19/05

her reply...

"soon my little snow bunny.
patience is a virtue.
like milkshakes.
says wise owl."
- cindy walker 8/19/05