questions

in downtown santa fe, nm.

what am i thinking / feeling today? should be working my way out west?? don't know? don't know that i'm really trying to end anything so soon. seems like the west coast is the end. though i know it's not. i miss melanie already. hard seeing someone you genuinely like just once. and then being surrounded by nameless strangers all over again. was just hoping... hoping... hoping what? i don't know. a girl just walked by. looks like she's crying. wonder what about?