decisions, decisions

the brakes finally return to normal after waiting over an hour. i drive up the road to a hornbacher's grocery store; obviously concerned that i can't make it any further with the car. can feel the brakes tightening up even after driving just a couple blocks now. ask a clerk inside about possibly parking there for the nite. i'll move it elsewhere in the morning as it's already getting dark. he says to definitely not park there. cops always come around harassing anyone and everyone. tells me to try some residential areas up the road. go back to my car, eat a banana, and think about my options for a while. a long while.

maybe i'll just drive sparingly thru moorhead the next couple days and get the car looked at monday. that would be the safest thing to do probably. maybe i'll be stuck here a while and i should get a job at the truck stop i've been staying at in fargo? they're hiring like 6 different positions. or maybe i should fly to denver like i was thinking when i was stuck at the canadian border? or maybe i'll buy a different used car from the lot down the road? or maybe i'll...

...i'm so tired... so delirious... what should i do? what do i want to do? i just want to curl up and go to bed right now...